Continuing to fix things up around the house, fearing my landlord for no good reason, a bathroom break, getting my firearms safety certificate, still pining for a pistol, finally seeing the filmed version of Derek DelGaudio's "In & Of Itself," the devastation of seeing someone else accomplish something so great, reflecting on my own lack of creative courage, watching the window close on things I was inspired to create at one time, the cosmic work being carried with this performance, feeling like I've accomplished very little by comparison, and the crushing blow of being discouraged by others from doing something similar.
Music by Disasterpeace.